Feeling Frustrated
Tuesday, July 30, 2013 @ 7:13 PM
Feeling really super irritable now.
Feels like the whole world's letting me down, even myself.
Not that I can do much about it either.
Mgmt is giving me outdated directions.
Company is not being service friendly to say the least.
Best of all my body has been my greatest enemy for a long time.
It's not like mgmt will apologise to you or even admit their oversight.
Not like the company will go out of their way to help you better serve your client.
I guess I also let them down, seeing as I am not sales thirsty enough for them.
Now I have to handle my clients in face of mgmt's misdirection and company's unfriendliness.
You can't let them feel your incompetence yet without voicing out "but it really isn't due to my incompetence?" Do you even have faith in your support structure?
And will your affected clients continue to have faith in you?
I have been blessed to have referrals incoming to me and I hope they will keep coming.
So that I can have more chances to prove my determination in fighting all these senseless obstacles.
It is in human nature to judge but if you think sales is easy, think again.
It takes so many factors to make a sale and most probably just ONE to break the whole thing.
Easy? Think again.
Talking about my body.
I have been cursed and blessed with certain imbalances.
Due to my own insecurities at feeling fat, my actions undid the imbalance.
And now that everything is in balance, i'm suffering even more, seeing that the roadshow is but a few days away. It's making me edgy, hormonal and literally seeing tons of red everyday.
Dammit. I'm so glad Master Chen says I'm a guy next lifetime.
Of course I will miss all the fashion pieces and accessories and what not.
But I would also welcome the freedom and lack of societal dos and don'ts females have.
Ahhhh what was it about me having a lucky August??
I SURE HOPE SO.
Labels: august, body, directions, frustrated, management, moody, PMS, sales, support