It will seem
Like I made your life hard
But how many knows how much you have let me down

It will seem
Like I control you
But how many knows how much you are stepping on me

It will seem
Like I am bad-tempered
But how many knows how much you have challenged my limits

It will seem
Like I stress you
But how many knows how much I have repeatedly compromised

It will seem
Like I know you
But how many knows how much you have changed recently

It will seem
Like I am strong
But how many knows how weak I am when with you

It will seem
Like you do care
But how many knows how I lost each time because you don’t

It will seem
Like I am complete
But how many knows how many pieces you have broken me into

It will seem
Like I am loved
But how many knows how much I have been hurt by love

It will seem
Like you love me
But how many knows how you only love yourself and only yourself

It will seem
Like my husband-to-be belongs to only me
But fact is, he belongs to them and not me if he can hurt me time and again for them.

It’s time to plan my goodbyes and find back the real me. There is only so much the human heart can take.

Love is a two way journey and not a one way excursion. I’m nearing the complete loss of faith in love and fast approaching the altar of settlement…even if the future is void of love and just full of mundane-ness.