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Long & Hard
Sunday, July 21, 2013 @ 8:48 PM
I've thought it over long and hard. You know how long it has been since I was left alone to think. And do nothing else much but think. I reviewed everything and realized you did loved me. In your own way. I am sorry to have held up your studies. And for a dozen other things that I never realized before. The facts that you choose not to point out to me, thinking i would figure them out on my own like how you always handled things... But we always have handled things very differently. I am also sorry that my words did not get to you like it should have. Guess my communication skills ain that awesome when it comes to you hahas. But it also taught me an important fact, that some things can't be forced. If you are not the type to verbally point things out, no matter how much I told you to, it wouldn't work. We both assumed, we both expected. And look where it got us. Today someone was referring to life choices as sushi on a conveyer belt. Trying to depict that when a person is hungry, he or she will just take any plate (anyone). But that is not the fact for me. I would rather starve then take the wrong one. Who knows? You may end up with a stomachache after ingesting the wrong one. So, so long as the right one is worth my waiting for, i will starve. It's okay. People ask & I'm not concerned. I can have that many choices but if all are not right... Then to me, I do not have any suitor at all. Why would you want to have/tell that you have many? When none of them stands a chance? I don't see a point in it. And so, all my dear friends, you all can stop match making for me liaos. But I do have a few friends on hand who are quite ganchiong so I can... PASS THE BATON lols. I am well aware of the fact that maybe i'm going to expire (lols) in a few years' time. But you must know that a life partner is your foundation for the next 50/60 years. The one you would build a home, have kids with and have each other for company with. Especially after your kids grow up and have a life of their own, you are pretty much like a married couple again. Only more of retired stage than newlyweds. Everything happens for a reason. Which is why we get born, grow up, marry, start a new life, create new lives, cultivate those new lives (sort of as our own replacement) and live life till we get old, get sick, suffer and then die. It's all about the whole experience ba. Ahhh life.  My lock screen. VERy CUTE HORS. I WANT A KID LIKE THAT HAHAS. big eyes long eyelashes blushing cheeks sweet smile. MELTTTTTTTMAX |
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Mummy & Dad @ Grad Day~
