Was late for a start and many screw ups.
Not intending to list out cause I do not want to be reminded for them.
When I read back I want more of happy things to remember how it felt like.
Overall the experience was refreshing.

Though it could have been better.
Like if I sang nicer, and I didn’t have sore throat.
And if my partner might have been present.
And if I had a real audience.

Hosting is really not easy.
I guess I thought it is as manageable as a presentation.
Being a poly student I lost count of the number of presentations I have had.
I guess that made me unable to approach hosting like a blank piece of paper.

To host well, I have to tear away from conventional presentation.
And learn to be more light hearted and not so rigid.
And of course, to take “stage fright” out of the equation.
My stage fright is not the tongue kind but more of stutter.

If you do know me in real life, I am quite interactive.
Abit too much, so to speak hahas.
But then again, on STAGE, everything is anther thing.
That’s why people coin stage personality and stage presence right?

Hahas. At the end of it. For everything I choose to see pass.
I hope everything will turn out fine.
I keep reminding myself to see the bigger picture.
The society should be far more scarier than this.

Actually it isn’t the first time things are liddat.
But somehow I keep forgetting hahas. Forgetful forgetful me!
Where people you have fun with ain as much fun as people you work with.
Oh, did I forget to mention they are the same people? ((: